Saturday, October 11, 2008

落地生根

舞台剧,终于在一片感人的气氛下,落幕了;
也为“国大中秋”画下一个完美的句点!
坐在那儿,观赏着朋友们每晚练习到凌晨时分的成果,甚至还放弃难得的假期,我觉得,是值得的!真的,非常值得!
对于朋友们的演出,我真的很替他们高兴,因为他们的努力,是没有白费的!
一开始,眼泪已经在我的眼眶中打转,可惜,最后,并没有流下来。。。
因为,这是我对自己的约定!
或许,剧本,与我自己的故事有点相似,还是,最近所发生的事情,把我压得。。。
落地生根。。。

听着“陌生人”,突然有一句话,出现了。。。

"I'll be your angel when you need one......"

Thursday, October 9, 2008

失望,并不是偶然的.....

看似平静的海,其实,你不会知道,下一秒的它会否卷起大浪,还是,浪一直都在平静的海面下不停的旋转着,就等着那么的一个机会!
终于,时间,是最好的证明!原以为,我们,是最好的!
但是,还是,被证实了,事实并不以为然。。。
我,真的开始觉得,自己,一直以来都是那个自以为是的人。。。
原来,一切,都是虚幻的。。。
因为这件事,似乎,彼此间的裂痕已经慢慢的扩大了。。。
我能够修补吗?!
答案是。。。不能!
每个人,都有着自己的思想,性格;我们,永远都不能够去控制他人的思想。。。
也不能够期盼人家会对你所做出的一些努力给与支持。。。
我了。。。
只是,突然觉得,失望。。。
觉得,没有那个力去维护着一些事情;或许,我就是个白痴!
大家,放心吧,没有下一次了。。
不会有任何人能够强迫你们做任何事情了。。
真的,这几个月所累积起来的压力,不开心的,愤怒的,已经快要接近底线了。。
双眼,已经麻痹了。。。
是时候,忘掉一切了。。。

Monday, October 6, 2008

Shock......

After having two weeks holiday,finally,my hectic and busy university life,has started again!
Today,is my first day coming back to my campus,my lecture halls,and also meet back my dearly coursemates! Very surprise to see that most of them have changed a new look,like dye their hairs or changed her hair style!Glad to know that most of them were enjoying their holidays( since none of them were fully focussed on study for that two weeks,haha!!)
By the way,i was shock with two "big" news,or i would say it's kind of "good news"!
Firstly,when i was in the lecture hall,waiting for my lecturer,my coursemate told me that we can get to know our mid-term exam result and it's my major subject-pemakanan....I was so nervous and excited by that time,and when i checked it:
"Yes! I did it!"..hehe..i got A for my major subject,and this is the only subject that i feel confident on,luckily,my efforts were paid off...Good!
But for the rest of the 4 subjects,i had no idea on it....Hope it won't be too bad!!
The second news that shocking me was,once again,i'm selected to be one of the actors for Pesta Angpau Drama 2009!!
Again,it proved that i'm really "good in acting",although i was not!!
Well,my busy life is starting again,as i need to prepare myself for the final exam while involving different activities,like drama...but luckily my time table is not so packed as few months ago..so thanks god!!
So,wish me luck!!

Friday, October 3, 2008

~深呼吸~

老朋友的聚会,不是随性,也不是偶然的。。。
彼此有缘,才能够相聚。。。
见了一群就没相见的朋友,听了他们的故事,开心的,还是不开心的;学业上,爱情上,还是人缘上的问题;
听着听着,突然觉得,我们真的是好朋友啊,连遇到的问题都是一模一样,真是搞笑极了!!!
仍然,从朋友中听到“喜讯”,哈,真的要恭喜她啊!
突然想起朋友的一句话,我们回来的目的,其实就是要躲避现实。。。想一想,也是的!
在车上,不知怎么的,突然有点喘不过气来,好像有着一块巨大无比的石头把我的心给深深地压住了。。。那种感觉,很难受!
不想被哭泣捆绑住,不想被眼泪淹没;
那天对自己许下的承偌,我不能够忘记,也不想去违背。。。
深呼吸,就给它压住吧。。。
我一定能够撑下去的!!!